Faith won't work where the will of God is not known.
You have to understand the truths associated with the relationship with God.
If you don't believe in healing, you cannot be healed because your faith will fail you.
Its hard for you to receive truth if you dont believe that God loves you and wants the best for you!
~ Develop an inward reality of the Holy Spirit- Acknowledge God's presence and that He is for you
~ Focus on the new creation I have become - my righteousness, holiness (1 Corinthians 6:17). If God is for me, who can be against me? I dont need Him to show up, I am one with Him! Worry and fear are ridiculous! God knows all things!